SLR: Church History Part 1: Persecution, Heresies, Famous People, and Deterioration of Faith

Background

I have always liked History, perhaps because there is this intricate feeling of reliving the past, the feeling of being a visitor experiencing the very lives of people hundreds of years ago. Talking about church history, it is full of tragedies and victories, all the extremes of human life vividly displayed in a kaleidoscope. This article acts as the summary of few takeaways I got from the recent course: The Church: From Pentecost to the Reformation.

By the way, the concept of history could have at least two meanings. 1st, it could refer to the events that happened in the past; 2nd, it could refer to the study of the past. Being lazy as I am, I usually want to simply enjoy the findings of more diligent historians and just read about the past. However, it is vital also to understand the process of producing these findings and know, that the history we read are mostly assumptions and logical deductions. The course teacher provides a perspective on the study of history: “In determining historical cause, the historian must carefully consider the impact of God’s divine control and human freewill” (Smeeton 2015, 304). In other words, factual events in history might be divine interventions of God, or they might happen due to some extempore burst of human action without any reasonable cause.

Now, let us revisit some historical moments from the past.

Persecution of Early Christians

The history of the Christian church begins after the crucifixion, death, burial, resurrection, and ascension of Jesus Christ. During the Jewish festival of Pentecost, something extraordinary happened. After these events, the Christian community in Jerusalem grew steadily, accompanied by miracles and wonders. However, these were not easy times. Jewish religious leaders felt that their authority and dominance had been challenged, so they arrested Christians and tried to condemn them. The first Christian martyr was Stephen, and there arose “a great persecution against the church in Jerusalem”, which forced Christians to spread widely, taking the Good News about Jesus everywhere they went (Acts 8:1-8).

Again and again there were persecution of early Christians recorded in the book of Acts, as well as in the books of history. Not only Jewish religious folks persecuted Christians, soon also the Roman officials, including the emperor himself, began to persecute Christians. There are few reasons:

• Christians did not worship the emperor --> their loyalty was questioned
• Christians did not commit to Roman ways of expressing loyalty, such as declaring “Caesar is lord”, or offering incense to the emperor.
• Christians did not worship any visible images or artifacts --> they were thought to be atheists, because at the time Roman gods had visible images and statues
• Christians talked about eating the flesh and drinking the blood of Jesus --> they were thought to be cannibals
• Christians spoke of love for their brothers and sisters --> they were thought to practice incest and hold sexual orgies
• Christians threatened the privileges of rich and powerful, because they believed that all men are equal

The persecution meant mostly death: they were arrested and taken to colosseums, or killed on the cross, or burned at the stake etc. Such severe consequences intimidated many, but the courage and commitment shown by Christian martyrs had even stronger influence on more people. Many new converts confessed their faith in Jesus, and Christian church grew rapidly through persecutions. This growth is called by Sell (1998, The Church in Victory) as “one of the marvels of history”. It is well concluded by Schaff (1992, 14), that this growth “furnished striking evidence of its divine origin”, and regarding persecution: “every genuine martyr was a living proof of the truth and holiness of Christian religion”.

Heresies Through the Centuries

In the early days of Christianity, apostles and church leaders faced many questions regarding the exact doctrine of this new religion. In the books of New Testament, Paul of Tarsus provided a comprehensive telling of fundamental Christian doctrines: all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23); Jesus sacrificed Himself to pay for the sins of everyone (John 3:16-17, Romans 5:6-9), and everyone can be saved/justified by God through receiving/believing in this gift of Jesus (John 1:12, Ephesians 2:8-9). In addition, New Testament tells about bodily resurrection, return of Jesus, condemnation of sinners and Satan, and eternal glory with God for Christians.

However, there are numerous details regarding Christian life that are not defined: should Christians be living in seclusion or gain wealth in this world? Should church have temporal power (political, social, juridical, etc.)? Should there be only one church organization, or can there be many churches? Etc.
There are also numerous theological details left unstated: what is the nature of Jesus? How can God be one if Jesus is also God? Are the wine and bread really blood and flesh of Jesus? Cannot man live a good life and be fully acceptable to God?

Below is a table presenting the major heresies faced by the early church, and most of them have had continued influence throughout centuries until our days!


The heresies and pagan influences forced early Christian leaders to define orthodoxy doctrines regarding all aspects of life. Through the guidance and help of the Holy Spirit, the church emerged victorious from one heresy after another. However, human impact also accumulated, and the medieval church went far away from the way it was supposed to be.

Famous People

History is full of people we do not know, because most men lived and died without being acknowledged by any historian. This does not give credit to these men and women, because they certainly left their marks in the history! Though no human historian has recorded their lives, the divine Historian certainly has all the things in his famous book (Revelation 20:11-15). In the space below, I present few of the well-recognized historical persons, who had tremendous impact on the life of Christian church.

Polycarp (ca. 70-156) was the church leader in Smyrna (nowadays Izmir, Turkey), who knew apostle John personally. The description of the last words of Polycarp is touching: “The Proconsul continued insisting and saying, “Swear, and I release you; curse Christ.” And Polycarp said, “Eighty-six years have I served Him, and He has done me no wrong: how then can I blaspheme my King who saved me?”” (Smeeton 2015, 60). Then he was burned to death.

Tertullian

Tertullian (ca. 160-220), a.k.a. Father of Latin Theology, spoke out against the increasing worldliness in the church, and defended orthodox faith against Gnostics and Docetists. Tertullian provided theological definitions regarding Christ and Trinity, and he eventually joined Montanist movement as a protest against corruption of church.

Already back in the third century, Origen (ca. 185-254) developed the exegetical study of the Bible. Emperor Constantine the Great issued the Edict of Milan in 313, which made Christianity a legal religion. The first pope is often held to be Leo I of Rome (440-461), who established papal primacy with the support from emperor.

Benedict of Nursia (ca. 480-547) founded the Monte Cassino monastery in 529, which started the Benedictine Rule, balancing the lives of monks between work, study, worship, and healthy living (Smeeton 2015, 119). Patrick (389-461) evangelized Ireland, which became predominantly Christian at his death. Theodore of Mopsuestia (350-428) introduced the grammatical historical method of interpreting the Bible. Jerome (ca. 345-419) translated the whole Bible from original languages to Latin, which became the official church Bible for the next thousand years!

Augustine of Hippo (354-430) is well known to modern scholars and students of theology: his books Confessions and City of God are classics, and his theology has impacted the church life in many ways. Augustine wrote against the various heresies at his time, and contributed to theological areas such as the doctrine of church, doctrine regarding human sinfulness and salvation, and doctrine regarding the grace of God.

Then few missionaries: the “apostle to the Germans” Boniface (680-754), the “apostle to the North” Ansgar (801-865), and the “apostles of the Slavs” Cyril and Methodius. There were also many reformers, who saw the spiritual decline of the church and wanted to change that trend: William of Occam (ca. 1290-ca. 1349) attacked superstitious aspects of Catholic religious life; Meister Eckhart (ca. 1260-1327) and other Christian mystics sought personal experience with God; Thomas à Kempis (1380-1471) emphasized personal devotion and social involvement; John Wycliffe (ca. 1328-1384) translated the Bible into English; John Hus (ca. 1369-1415) highlighted the Bible as the absolute authority.

Medieval Church Map

These and many more testified for the vitality and power of Christian faith in the dark periods of Christian history. Many paid the price with their lives. Was it worth it? These brilliant men and women did not seek worldly glory, but they trusted their Lord to reward them justly, and they shall not be disappointed.

Deterioration of Christian Faith

The Christian faith has deteriorated since its beginning all the way through the 16th century. The church stayed united within the Roman church all the way until year 1054, when the Greek Orthodox church fully separated. From outward aspects, the overall Christian church continued its growth all this time, evangelizing and converting more and more pagans from surrounding areas. But internally, the quality of faith rotted away to give way to wealth and power.

This trend was mainly due to the increasing material wealth and political power yielded by papacy and church, which caused clergy to focus on wealth of this world instead of spiritual things. Despite the negative overall trend of secularization, the severe inquisitions showed that there were always those committed to Christ and wanted reform in the church.

Catholic theology also contributed to the spiritual decline, because it began to emphasize clergy as the necessary middle man between man and God, and it declared that there is no salvation outside of Roman Catholic church. Popes began to issue papal decretals, which were letters with binding authority similar to decrees of emperors. The climax of papal status and at the same time papal erroneous doctrine took place when pope Gregory VII (1073-1085) wrote the Dictatus Papae, which essentially gave papacy the authority and role of God on earth. How lost and blind these “holy men” were!

Selling of Indulgences

Catholic theology also supported the selling of indulgences to allow people to receive forgiveness of sins, and in their greed, the clergy popularized this practice and gained much wealth. The continued misuse of ecclesiastical power and abuse of the trust of people lead to growing discontent. As nation-states began to gain power and Renaissance began to sweep over Europe, the stage was set for the Protestant Reformation. That is the beginning of a new era, which will be discussed separately.

Conclusions

It is obvious that this article only scratches the surface of all the events between 1st and 16th century. Each event, person, and time deserves a longer study of their own. The failures of Christian church include immorality, the sale of grace of God, focusing on wealth and power instead of love and service, cruelty, crusades, and overall hypocrisy. The success of church lies on the God who created it, who calls people to follow Him, and leads the events in history.

My learning from this part of history is that God can use ordinary people in extraordinary ways. Another fact emerges also: the Christian church is founded on Jesus Christ, and Holy Spirit actively protects, guides, and helps it to grow. The universal church does not refer to church organization but to the invisible body of truly committed followers of Christ, this should also teach us to not overlook other Christians. Most importantly, would this church history convince you about the faithfulness and goodness of God? It is because of His faithfulness that church has survived until now. History is very helpful in providing perspective, may God help you to see His deeds in the past, and trust in Him with your life for the future.



References:

Eckman, P. James. 2002. Exploring Church History. Wheaton: Crossway.
Schaff, Philip. 1992. History of the Christian Church: Volume II – Ante-Nicene Christianity A.D. 100-325. Grand Rapids: WM. B. Eerdmans Publishing Company.

Schaff, Phillip. 1994. History of the Christian Church: Volume III – The Middle Ages: From Constantine The Great to Gregory The Great A.D. 311-600. Grand Rapids: WM. B. Eerdmans Publishing Company.

Sell, Henry T. 1998. Studies in Early Church History. Willow Grove: Woodlawn Electronic Publishing.

Smeeton, D. Donald. 2015. The Church: From Pentecost to the Reformation, an Independent- Study Textbook, 3rd Edition. Springfield: Global University.

Sproul, R. C. 2005. The Unexpected Jesus: The Truth Behind His Biblical Names. Fearn, UK: Christian Focus Publications.

Sproul, R. C. 2011. What Is the Trinity?. Orlando: Reformation Trust.

SLR: What is Going on in Our World Today?

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Introduction

The acronym “SLR” stands for Service Learning Requirement, which is a part of a course I am taking right now. This article aims to utilize some of the course material and present an evangelistic message to you, my readers. However, this is not meant to become a single-sided sermon on the evil of the world. Instead, I hope to pen down some of the phenomenon during the past years in various parts of the world, and provide some insights for your consideration.

Our World Today

As of September 2016, there has been major terrorism attacks in Europe, which have changed the way people feel about security. The economic down turn in Europe has also been evident for some years, causing increased financial insecurity. Environmental issues have occupied headlines more frequently, little by little erasing the hope for a better future. Technology has brought a lot of new gadgets and entertainment, which are becoming more mundane than ever.

The world is being united: English language removes obstacles in communication; airlines remove obstacles in geography; TV and internet remove obstacles in culture. People are becoming international, or actually more global than ever. What has this development brought to you? Perhaps more job opportunities outside of your native country? Perhaps more travel opportunities to see wonders of the world? Perhaps finding the one you love from other side of the globe? Perhaps all of these, or perhaps none.

What are also real in the world today: wars, famine, abundance, migration, comfort, natural disasters, high tech, tolerance, racism, communalism, individualism, pride, suffering, some love, and a lot of hate. Vengeance. Lies. Soap operas and X-factors, movies, stars, conspiracy theories, self-enlightenment, self-indulgences. Science is not the power driving society anymore; individual aspirations and ideologies have ascended the throne.

There are still some beautiful things in nature, people, life. But these are becoming rare. Or perhaps it is the observant who has learned to neglect better. How is our world today? What do you think?

Why Our World is as It Is Today?

Now, skipping the answer to “how is our world today”, I come to the question: why our world is as it is today? Below are few aspects, and I hope to hear your comments/feedback if any.

• The reasons of the unrest of world: There is no single reason that answers this question. Some say religion is the reason for wars, some say greed is the reason for totalitarianism, some say lack of love is why people hate each other, some say poverty is the reason for unrests. Actually, the condition of our world is nothing new, there has always been wars, murders, uprisings, and violent encounters. The difference is that we are now more aware of these due to advancement in broadcasting and technology. More NEWS has brought more information which has brought sympathy and eventually apathy.
• The reasons for unhappy people in the Western world: The postmodern ideology of the relativity of truth and reality has taken away any firm foundation on which an individual can build his/her life upon. Within the ideology, tradition is a constructed evil meant to control people; society is a necessary evil meant to keep order; and religion is a myth meant to comfort people. What postmodern people do not see is the setting of individual (subjective ideas) to become truth itself, which in turn leads to self-centricity = pride. In this condition, one accepts only values/ideas suitable for oneself, and rejects any “authorities” that do not agree. When one has thus isolated him/herself, one has also isolated oneself from happiness

• The reasons for unhappy people in the Eastern world: The glamorous and enjoyable material abundance occupying Western countries have become the single goal for Eastern countries. Without the Christian worldview, Eastern people tend to give no value to oneself, but rather sees community/family as a priority. Coupled with materialistic outlook developed in recent decades, people in the Easter world compare his/her success to others. They also compare rank, power, beauty, wisdom, wealth, and health, just to name a few. In this endless loop of comparison, people living in Eastern world do not become satisfied, and happiness eludes from them.
• The reasons for unhappy people in poverty: The answer seems obvious: they are poor! But, if we look deeper, it is not poverty itself that takes away happiness. Children are happy if they have family and friends, of course if they get their daily portion of food. If there is no daily portion of food, can the love and care of close people still bring happiness? To certain extend, yes. My view on this topic is, the world is biased in its treatment of people: rich becomes richer, poor becomes poorer. Greed and hording of wealth are fundamental reasons to poverty, and bribery system in most of poor countries only makes it more obvious. People in poverty could be happy if they are cared for, treated as human beings, and given the opportunity to change their lives. Holistic intervention helps.

• What is happiness? Postmodern mind will bring up this question, and it is a fair question to ask. Bible has a saying: “godliness with contentment is great gain, for we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world” (1 Timothy 6:6-7, ESV). The core here are godliness and contentment. I would agree. Godliness offers a set of values that are defined by God (assuming that the Christian God is real), which transcend time, space, culture, society, and which are claimed to bring happiness to every individual. Contentment is a choice of mind, an attitude of living, which helps people to accept happiness produced by godliness. Contentment doesn’t mean lack of ambition; it rather keeps ambitions honorable and worthy.
  One of the problems in the world today is that people are too busy to think, or too lazy to think deeply. Often we do not want to take the pain of delving deeper into our motives, values, thoughts, or emotions. In the text above, I have listed few observations, and below I will list few conclusions. Would you agree with them?

How Our World Should Be?

• Will our world be able to sustain itself? Recently there are more and more news regarding possibilities to migrate to Mars. Also, famous Stephen Hawking has deemed the earth to be inhabitable in less than 1000 years, likely under 200 years. Though I do not agree with Stephen about the way earth will diminish, I concur that current way humanity operates is not sustainable. Our selfish living and tremendous consumption of resources, in addition to pollutions produced, are toxicating the earth without any hope of recovery. Our so called “advancements in civilization” are only nice looking outward improvements without true internal change. People are as evil as ever, and more technology only offers more power to practice evil deeds.

• What then? The Bible tells us that before long, there will be major catastrophes on earth (Rev. 6:8; 8:7; 9:3-6; 11:6, 13, 19), and at the end God will create a new heaven and a new earth (Rev. 21:1). Though the “short-term” outlook of our world is not very bright, biblical faith offers comfort and hope, for “God himself will be with them and be their God”, and “He will wipe every tear from their eyes” (Rev. 21:3-4). What is heaven? The essence of it is to be with the loving and righteous God, in full contentment, happy, and forever thankful for what He has done. There will be no hunger, no thirst, no longlines, no pain, no death, no sorrow; because God himself will rule and care. That is how our world should be.

• You might sigh at my quotations from the Bible, thinking it to be outdated or simply superstitious. Then again, have you really sought to disapprove what Bible says? Have you considered the consequences of God being real, and the Bible being really a revelation from Him? You can check some internet resources for deeper study, e.g. C.S. Lewis Apologetics, or Christian Apologetics Research Ministry. In the meanwhile, let me provide an presentation of Christian message for the world today.

• The Christian message for the world today: The Christian message for you today is actually nothing different from what was proclaimed in the first century AD by the disciples of Jesus Christ: “He commanded us to preach to the people and to testify that he is the one whom God appointed as judge of the living and the dead. All the prophets testify about him that everyone who believes in him receives forgiveness of sins through his name” (Acts 10:42-43). Another quote: “Therefore, my friends, I want you to know that through Jesus the forgiveness of sins is proclaimed to you. Through him everyone who believes is set free from every sin, a justification you were not able to obtain under the law of Moses” (Acts 13:38-39).

• How it works? Let me break it down for you.
  • We people are sinners in the eyes of God: we are not perfect as He is, we are selfish, proud, self-centered. We compare ourselves with others, which produce either pride or jealousy. We lack compassion, empathy, love. We lack the ability to not sin. (see Psalm 53:3, Romans 3:23, James 2:8-11)
  • We are not able to help ourselves: we cannot remit our sins, cannot remove the guilt, cannot redo what has been done, cannot help ourselves. Acknowledging this, we cannot help other people to remit their sins, as we cannot even help ourselves. (see Hebrews 9:22)
  • God has provided a way: Because God loves us and does not want us to suffer the consequences of sin, He chooses to forgive our sins. However, God is also just, so His nature requires a punishment for our sins. Jesus came to solve this problem: He led a perfect life in humility and power, then surrendered Himself to humiliation and torture, to shameful death on the cross. Jesus took the punishment of our sins, and was able to do so because He is the Son of God, and He did not sin. Jesus also rose from the dead, because death had no reason to keep Him. (see John 3:16-17, 1 John 3:5, 2 Corinthians 5:21, Luke 23:47; Romans 5:6, Matthew 26:26-28, Colossians 2:13-15, Galatians 1:4, 1 Peter 3:18; Acts 2:24, 2:32, 3:15, 4:33)
  • Do we choose the way God has provided? God has provided the way of redemption for our sins, salvation for our souls, and true peace and happiness in life. The choice is yours, whether to accept His gift, or to ignore it? To accept it, simply calm down and tell Him, tell Him about your weaknesses, imperfections, and that you cannot help yourself. Tell Him that you want to receive His gift for you: salvation, remittance of sins, the new life promised. Then thank Him for this gift. That’s it. (See John 1:12, Romans 10:9-13)
  

  • How to continue? Life continues, usually, also after your decision to accept salvation by Jesus. What I can recommend is that you would contact someone who is a Jesus -follower, and share with him/her what you have just done. It would also be good to get a Bible and starting to read, e.g. starting with Gospel of Mark, then the letter to Galatians, letter to Colossians, etc. You can also pray to God in the name of Jesus, whenever and wherever you are, regarding whatever issues, aloud or in your mind. Finally, it is important to find a healthy church where you can ask questions, experience love of the Christian family, and find your spot. Do not just keep this to yourself, our world needs more people like you. (see Matthew 5:13-16, Romans 8:14-16, Romans 8:26, Luke 11:1-13, 1 Corinthians 12:12-26, Hebrews 10:24-25)

Final Remarks

The “How it Works” -section above might be lengthy, but I pray it is right for you, who are looking for answers and seeking for help. Your life does matter, and you have unique value in the eyes of God. He loves you!

I am open to hear from you and learn your story. I might also be able to answer some of your questions, if any. The goal of believing in Jesus and living as a Christian is not simply to receive salvation, or become a better person, or get ideas how to make this world a better place. The goal of believing in Jesus is simply that it is the best thing that can happen to us, and through us, it is the best thing that can happen to people around us and for this world. Believe in Him, follow His guidance in your life, build up a relationship with Him, and you will not be bored.

If you are already a Christian and have been following Jesus in your life, great! I want to bless you and pray that you continue to receive gifts from God, with which you can serve the people around you and build up your church. The gifts from God might be health, or an ability to care for people, or a skill to do something, or finances, or a power to pray, or humility. Do not despise what He gives to you, but use it to your full potential. I am sure you will find Him smiling at you when you do.

Have faith, have hope, enjoy Love, be blessed!

In a Time When Nobody Cares

It certainly has been a while since the last article here. Frankly, I do not feel sorry about it. Or perhaps a little.

Writing is a very therapeutic art, cleansing the inner self by organizing thoughts and emotions into sequels of words. Writing during the deep night is even more therapeutic: one sees oneself reflected in writing, quietly, silently, humming away the words which are never heard during the busy moments of daytime.

Nobody cares. This can be a subtle statement about current society. This can also be the tune played in the deep night of the soul. This might simply express the cynical view about life. This might be a weighty accusation towards everyone around. This is me.

Realizing how I change, it is both bewildering and commonplace. People tend to change, it's just that nobody cares. Usually people notice the change in themselves only when major incidents happen, and they react to them in a way that totally surprises themselves. And it is usually not in the manner one would like it to be. well, nobody cares.

Not being cynical or sarcastic, I have simply come to realize: nobody cares. This mantra so well suits the society I current dwell in, possibly addressing its biggest wound at the same time as pointing to the unfortunate indulgence of human nature. People, we, have been marred by sin, which causes us to be self-centered and twisting the truth, deceiving ourselves into ignorance. No wonder "ignorance is a bliss", it truly is.

On a bit more positive note: in a time when nobody cares, the cold cold society creates an immense desire in people to find warmth, feel cared for, and share the coldness of Winter of their souls. Sharing creates warmth, caring creates hope, courage creates faith. Failures create pain, and failures cause cynicism. What a sad sad time.

Holding on to the most precious source of life, love, joy, happiness, hope, faith, courage, and power, I feel obliged to care. Despite the lack of responses, despite my own ups and downs, the road I know to be worthy, I must continue to travel. Let there be more and more joining me on this road, more hearts touched by this life, more justice done in this place, more hope spread in this time. I believe, and I live. Soli Deo Gloria!

Book of Revelation, Chapter 2, verses 1-7:
 “To the angel of the church in Ephesus write:
  These are the words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand and walks among the seven golden lampstands. I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked people, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false. You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary.
  Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken the love you had at first. Consider how far you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. But you have this in your favor: You hate the practices of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate.
  Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who is victorious, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.

The New International Version. (2011). (Re 2:1–7). Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan.

Self-Deception - Best Friend and Worst Enemy

The landscape of our hearts? Open peaks and hidden valleys.

Now I am arriving at a topic that has long been acutely interesting to me. The reason for this interest is due to the paradoxical and multi-layered nature of the issue.

Self-deception, as Wikipedia defines it, is "highly debated and occasionally argued to be an impossible phenomenon" (accessed 18th Nov. 2012). Through this difficulty, Wikipedia has chosen the definition for Self-deception as "a process of denying or rationalizing away the relevance, significance, or importance of opposing evidence and logical argument". I will provide another aspect to this.

First of all, the opposite of self-deception could be defined as "awakening". This is my proposal. The concept of awakening implies that the self-deceived is in a state of sleeping, or living in a dream world, away from the reality and truth.

Okey, Matrix or MIB kind of movies have done a good job of enlarging our perception regarding what is "true" and what is "The Matrix". However, our capability to conceive and handle these concepts is an ample proof of our ability to live in self-deception. According to one of Triver's theories, self-deception is a side-product of our ability to think abstractly (Wikipedia). However, debate still exists whether self-deception is an innate characteristic of human nature or it is a learned trait through experience to achieve certain goals (Wikipedia).

Here I propose another root cause analysis: the human nature in its original perfect state did not comprehend false or true, because all things were true and the environment was perfect, because God the Creator was perfect. Due to the choice to disobey God, in a seemingly positive desire to learn more (about good and evil), Adam and Eve broke out from perfection and entered into so-called "abstract thinking". This new state is called "the fallen state of mankind", and it can as well be described as "the state of sin".

Now, so much about the definitions and root cause analysis, I will give some applications of this item. Applications of real life implications, let us start with a well-known psychological concept, the Johari Window:

The implications here are obvious: both the Hidden Self and Unknown Self areas of ourselves are more than vulnerable to self-deception. Of course some can argue that the Unknown Self area lies more in the sub-consciousness, thus cannot be classified as deception - how can one conceal something if not even aware of it? But looking from an objective point of view, or frankly, from Divine point of view, the facts are there even though the person is not aware of it, and it is also self-deception since the person is not aware that he is not aware of it. Getting confused? Please don't, following examples could help to clarify.

Let's take a Western lady as an example, purely imaginary. Aged around 60, she has gone through a multitude of life situations. As a Christian, she has heard about all the Biblical truths there can be preached about.
PUBLIC SELF: she is fully aware of her way of talking to others, how people perceive her as a nice lady with a tender heart, which she certainly is and knows it herself.
PRIVATE SELF: she knows things about herself which others do not know, such as a tendency to dress properly according to situations, caused by the fear of being humiliated publicly. Or, that she is a huge fan of a young and handsome pop-singer but dares not to admit it.
HIDDEN SELF: she does not know this about herself, but everybody around her observes it clearly: she is obsessed with speaking in a "correct" manner, always stressing certain vocals or using certain expressions. She might not like herself doing it if she realized it.
UNKNOWN SELF: she might have some childhood dreams which she has already forgotten, but which still affects her desires and causes her to get excited at certain thoughts or ideas, e.g. traveling to a far country somehow attracts her but she has never stepped out from her home country. Another aspect is mostly cultural, she might not be as individualistic as younger generation, but she blindly believes in the goodness and truthfulness of public authorities and media.

Then let's take a Chinese young lady as an example, purely imaginary. Aged around 20, she just started university and is dating her childhood adoration, a popular young man in the neighboring university.
PUBLIC SELF: she is successful, attractive looking, good in her studies and a good girl at home. Everybody agrees about these.
PRIVATE SELF: she has some bad habits such as chatting online with unknown guys hoping to get some fun out of it. Also, she might really hate living with her parents but cannot show it publicly because it is held as inappropriate. She might dream about running away with her handsome boyfriend but definitely cannot say it aloud.
HIDDEN SELF: others see the proud side of her, a bit arrogant in dealing with other people and some issues. Still others see her tendency to be a spoiled princess, being selfish and self-centered. Usually nobody tells her these things, even her boyfriend, because he thinks it is cute, so far.
UNKNOWN SELF: she does not recognize the imbalance inside of her, due to the culture she is immersed in. For example she used all her attractiveness to entice her current boyfriend to leave his ex-gf, and she did not pity the other girl at all, because all these seem natural to her. She will also devout herself to love her bf totally, surrendering everything to him because he is so handsome and good etc. She does not know why she loves in this way, or is this even real love? In short, she does not recognize her behavioral patterns as right or wrong, but just follows them, as everybody else does.

All the examples above might not be orthodoxy according to Johari model, but they are my applications. As this text nears its end, I am finally approaching my claims and reasons.

If the road is clear, it will be good to travel.

All over the world, I have met people from different social classes, backgrounds, age groups, religions, and family conditions. I have seen many positive traits in many people, but I have also observed many negative characteristics of many people. One of the most painful traits/characters that I have seen/experienced is Self-deception.

Self-deception is so subtle that it tarries with us long time, deceiving us, drags us from true freedom and happiness. Self-deception is not caused by others but rather by ourselves (of course the spiritual adversary and the surrounding world have their parts to play). Self-deception is the single most destructive force in individual lives, preventing us to see ourselves as we really are, putting us on a misty mountain road that is full of pits and falls. Self-deception is the single most dangerous enemy we are facing in ourselves. And we are not facing it.

Ignoring to know myself is to ignore my true self, negligence has a price to pay, if not now then eventually. How, then, can I detect self-deception and overcome the pitfalls and destructive effects it brings to my life? The answer is simple but multifaceted: Jesus. Jesus is the only man who has NOT been tangled in self-deception, and He has meant us to learn from Him, to imitate Him, to follow Him. As the perfect man and perfect God, His divinity does not take away His "accomplishments" as a man, thus here are some clues for us to challenge ourselves, to fight against self-deception：

• Acknowledge that you are vulnerable to be self-deceived
• Have motivation to become "awakened"
• Check your life, objectively compare to Jesus, and see what will you notice in yourself that you have missed earlier
• Be honest with God, and you will hear His honest words to you
• This activity requires the Holy Spirit of God - without Him this will lead to desperation and further deception
• Become teachable, find trustworthy friends/pastors/teachers/mentors to help you
• Let them tell you the truth, they are very helpful especially in the HIDDEN SELF area
• Let them instruct you according to the Bible, "work out your salvation with fear and trembling" (Paul's letter to Philippians, 2:12-13)
• "To work out what God had worked in", live in a way that manifests the saving work God has done in you. (p.42, Roger, 2004, Opening Up Philippians)
•  Find out about cultural issues that hold you back from truth
• Such as behavioral patterns, thought patterns, wrong value system, or missing links of truth
• Remember, it will be a process, but a rich and profitable process! Oh, and it takes the rest of your life time. :)
• You forsake self-deception to gain spiritual and personal growth
• You forsake falsehood to gain truth，and the truth will enable you to be free from bondage and lies
• You might loose a couple of seemingly good friends, just to gain more real good friends
• You might loose some fun, but you will gain everlasting joy and happiness

Self-deception is your best friend, when you want to embrace yourself with self-pity and indulge yourself with temporary relief of pain.
Self-deception is your worst enemy, when you want to be true to yourself and everyone around you. It is also your worst enemy on your road to personal growth, blocking your way to spiritual maturity.
Self-deception is your worst enemy if you want to fully enjoy life and have some everlasting impact in this world.

Only by knowing myself better can I better surrender myself to God.

Satisfaction and happiness

Recently China Central TV made a street survey to "regular people" with a question: Are you happy? The answers were extraordinary. Actually, I have not seen this program and have not heard the answers, except those answers which happened to be extraordinary.

For example, one 20ish student (male), who was queuing to buy a train ticket, was asked by the reporter: What do you want the most? He answered: a girl friend. Reporter: what is the worst thing you have faced so far? Answer: while talking to you, so many people have bypassed me in the queue.

If you didn't get the fun of above reply, don't worry. It's much more fun in Chinese language, haha.

Anyhow, all those extraordinary answers, but the question is actually really simple and valid. Are you happy?

In China, people have a difficulty to define happiness! Perhaps it is same in many other parts of the world. What does it mean to be happy?

Reflecting on our recent life here, contentment and satisfaction come to my mind. Reflecting on the past many years of life, continuous contentment and satisfaction have been a significant "trademark". I could define my happiness in this way: being content and satisfied. This definition rises above the changes in life situations, working environments, living locations, or any other life situations. Proudly, I think this is in line with the Biblical definition of happiness: Yet true godliness with contentment is itself great wealth (Paul's 1st Letter to Timothy, Chapter 6, verse 6. New Living Translation).

Elaborating the thought: why happiness requires both contentment and true godliness? This would come back to the question of the definition of happiness. Relativism argues that everyone can be happy in their own way; truth argues that there is one essential factor to enable happiness, without which there will not be true happiness. Relativism argues further that how can anyone define what is true for another; truth argues that horizontally nobody can define happiness for another, but vertically God has already defined it.

Ah the wonders of our post-modern society and world. Perhaps below picture illustrates the idea of relativism. :)

Another aspect to happiness: "Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus." (Paul's Letter to Philippians, Chapter 4, Verses 6-7. New Living Translation)

Can it be possible? You bet. Believing is happiness! Think about a child who fully believes in the abilities of her father/mother, what a happy child! I am content, now.

Culture Shock - Now I Got It

Some layers of society:
pure and dirty,
rich and poor,
beauty and ugliness,
God and human,
wrong and right,
injustice and righteousness,
faith and foolishness.

Hah, finally.

Culture shock struck me, kinda of. Recently, after returning from the happy relaxing holiday period, there has been more challenges in everyday life compared to previous period. Challenges have related to dealing with rules and ways of handling things by various entities of this society, human relationship challenges at workplace near me or facing me, experiencing the frustration of common local people towards several areas of life, and all these magnified by increasing tiredness due to workload / flight delays / spontaneous extra responsibilities.

The result is multifold:
- Aggravated spirit inside me towards some on-going issues
- Lack of patience or love to deal with these issues
- Lack of prayerful mind to ask help from above
- Turning to human wisdom and abilities
- Twisted view on things and even people, reflected in less polite or gentle behavior
- Finally, sighs under "heavy burden" and realizing, this is what some people have warned me about. At the same time, sighs expressing frustration and the inability to make a difference.

"You are my strength when I am weak, You are the treasure that I seek, You are my all in all."

Tired, bombarded, kind of wasted, I felt the urge to pour out my heart into this blog posting. Then, something happened. I saw that recently this blog post has been frequently visited:
SLR: An Application of Agape Principles in Chinese Culture
Amazed, this was the exact teaching I needed today! It has biblical basis, correct emphasis, and exact tools for me to deal with people around me, starting myself. The objective truth and subjective truth, the genuineness spiced with empathy, and the warm embrace of grace - all speak of the mighty God I have.

Culture shock or not, I know again where should I be heading to in those issues, practicing what  I know to be right, and draw close to the source of my joy and my strength. Thank you God for your wonderful work, your presence, your care, and your divine guidance.

 "As for me, I know that my Redeemer lives, and at the last He will take His stand on the earth."
- Job 19:25

At the last He will take His stand on the earth. smiley

Recent developments

It was hard to come up with a title for this blog post, so I apologize for the mundane title it now has. However, hopefully the pictures in this post compensates for your interest.

Life has indeed progressed most rapidly in recent months, so rapidly that I have not had time. Yes, not had time. This is of course a concept worth to be reviewed with more details, I mean the concept of "not had time". Here it acts just as an open excuse for the negligence this blog has experienced in recent months.

May went by with travels, grandma's funerals, busy working weeks, and relatives visiting us.

June went by with some travels, some busy working weeks, some visiting relatives and related bureaucracy, some self studying, and some preparatory works for small group studies.

July went by with seeing off wife and baby, intensive self studies, frequent hospital visits (non-serious nature), emergency business travel, and traveling to the other home country on earth.

The past 2 weeks has been busy with meeting friends and family, traveling, camping, re-capturing our previous life, and partially meditating on our future life. Still ahead is the last part of this holiday trip and then returning to the current home country and the everyday life there.

I am good at giving long lists of what I have done, here comes a short list of what I have found out or pondered about:
- Life in China is very hectic, too hectic. We need to do something about our life there to get things rolling smoothier.
- Life in Finland is very nice, but we do not belong here no more, at this phase.
- There are tremendous opportunities for "doing good" in China.
- There are marvelous friends in our lives, which we will treasure and appreciate.
- Loving parents and family are gifts from God.
- The Creation is so beautiful, after spending 6 months in BJ, the appreciation of pure nature grew tremendously!
- Positive attitude and a clear purpose help to sustain us, all based on the goodness and immanence of God.
- I have learned to use more superlative words to express myself. Perhaps I have now had more superlative emotions? :)

Coming and going, now we are kind of used to it. People meet us and ask when we will leave. It does not feel bad, rather very encouraging: the short moments spent together are much appreciated, and we all know that our family does not belong here, for now. Knowing where we are and why we are, it is very assuring. God is a God of assurance. He does not leave anything uncertain.

Soli Deo Gloria!

Paul's first letter to Timothy, Chapter 1, verse 9: He has saved us and called us to a holy life—not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. 

Paul's letter to Philippian church, Chapter 3, verses 13 and 14: Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. 

The letter to Hebrews, Chapter 3, verse 1: Therefore, holy brothers and sisters, who share in the heavenly calling, fix your thoughts on Jesus, whom we acknowledge as our apostle and high priest.

Scenery (notice the magnificent clouds)

Picnic in the park, with dear friends

Picnic / swim in the beach, with dear friends, and wonderful weather

The tasty table at a birthday party. Wonderful makers of the cakes and snacks. :)

Earth and sky

Awe struck. "How great, how awesome art Thou!"

Discussions

Despite being away, internet allows some ongoing discussion with distant friends. Here are some point I recently thought about and wrote down, perhaps they could stimulate some of you to shed your opinions?

Forewords
We should preach full gospel and what God wants for people, e.g. how should Christians live and behave for His glory. And that's it. The problem comes when things don't go in an ideal way, then we have the responsibility to look into details and find right answers for each situation.

But my claim is, that we simply do not have detailed answers for each situation, and God did not intend us to be all-knowing. If someone says those are things Bible teaches simply and plainly, OK, no problem. But when certain situations arise which these Bible passages do not actually discuss, then it is more or less a stretch to apply certain passages to certain situations. That is called interpretation, which we all do. Then it is a matter of the principles by which we interpret.

Issue 1
All these are kind of background thinking and ways of seeing things. If we talk about re-marrying issue, the first point: what happens to the marriage covenant when divorce takes place. Let's assume the case to be, that one side wants to divorce (not-real-Christian) and the other side doesn't want (real-Christian). In Finland divorce takes place when one side wants it, so it happens.
- Is the marriage covenant broken or it is still valid? This is talking in spiritual world, because legally it is broken and that's over.
- One can argue that Bible teaches that this covenant is still valid and real-Christian performs adultery if re-marries, how can this be proved by Bible? Places such as Matthew 5:31-32, 19:9, or 1. Cor. 7:10-11 do not forbid re-marriage, they only state the desire of God that marriage should not be broken. Actually Matthew passages provide an exception to allow re-marriage (which is that the not-real-Christian performs adultery and the real-Christian can re-marry).
- Conclusion: I think "correct" re-marriage is not living in sin. Please don't think I "accept" any kind of re-marriage, human lives are not black-and-white, and different people tell different stories. I refer only to the above mentioned specific case. There are many many different cases in this world, sad but true.

Issue 2
When reading the Bible, into which context do we read Bible passages? If we read the words of Jesus, they were said in certain situation to certain people, we should understand what Jesus wanted to say to those people in those situations. Otherwise we read into His words with our ideas and thoughts. So here just raising this issue, please consider it.

Issue 3
Romans 1:24-26, the passage starts with word "therefore", meaning that they are referring to previous verses (18-23), where it is clearly talking about people who do not fear God and have become fools. Bible does not say God gives up on believers, rather, Bible confirms that God does NOT forsake anyone who comes to Him (e.g. Hebr. 13:5-6, John 17:12). It is only us people who can choose to abandon our faith and abandon Christ, and that's what the letter to Hebrews really warns us about: 3:12-14, 6:4-6. Also Matt. 13:3-8 and Romans 11:17-22. So God never gives up on us, but He allows us to leave Him is we choose to. (I know this issue is debated in theology, but here I'm just trying to make the point: God does NOT forsake anyone who comes to Him)

Issue 4
Matt. 7:22-23 is more tricky, because we as people, how can we know who are really known by Jesus and who are not? Actually, it's more about who really knows Jesus and who doesn't. It is an essential point that God is not only about love and mercy, but He is certainly a God of judgement and justice. Many people, who call themselves Christians, do not want to see this side of the coin, that is sad. Actually in Matt. 7 context, Jesus discusses exactly this issue, His theme being "recognize the tree by its fruit". We can recognize people by their fruits, BUT it is often very hard to tell, especially if outwardly everything seems to be so well (as in 7:22-23). Then again, we are NOT called to judge or to know other people's heart, what Jesus said to Peter in John 21:22 applies also today: let us follow Him, and He will judge all people.

On the other hand, it is of course our responsibility to preach the full gospel and warn our brothers and sisters who are going the wrong direction, in addition to waking up the sleeping believers and calling out to the lost people. All these must be done based on God's love, not based on us being right and others being wrong. The hardship lies: how to communicate love while telling the truth? It is not as simple as listing the Bible places and stating the truth. If we really act responsibly, we first make sure that we have the loving attitude, and then we pray Holy Spirit to guide us to say and do the right things. Often the respondents do not turn from their ways, then we are like the prophets of the Old Testament: Isaiah 51:1 (Romans 10:16).